I dont even know where to begin ... The night of Super Bowl the DH watched the game and felt odd... He was sick from around 11 and by 6 am we were headed to the ER. Around 1 that day a dr came into our room to tell us he had a blockage in his intestines where the small and large connect. They had also found a suspicious places in the CT scan on his liver. They had suspected cancer. By 7 pm he was in surgery had a bowl resection and a liver biopsy. The surgeon stated that it was cancerous as far as she could see. Two days later her knowledge was confirmed... He has a carcinoid cancer that has metastasized to his liver. We now have been to Columbus Oh at the James Cancer research center to see a Carcinoid cancer specialist. It is a slow moving cancer but is not curable. We have to see what pace this cancer is at so the tests have started. Wow... Over night... And with no warning life changes. I stay scared these day... Fear of what they will find that has not been detected yet... Fear of what it will mean for us. Fear of losing more than i am ready to lose.
On top of this.. I have been out of work since December 23rd. I had a procedure PRP done on my right elbow. This is done for Tennis Elbow. I have been suffering from this for around 2 years now AND have been told that my daily dose of CONSTANT Key punch at work has damaged my elbow. The MRI completed a few weeks back shows a piece of my tendon hanging down and laying in the back side of my elbow... I have been told this is a workers comp issue but is hard to get the treatment i need if i go the route of workers comp so i just went with it on my own. But something must have gone wrong in this procedure... My arm became worse and has not healed. I am now set for surgery on my elbow for April 29th. Crazy huh... With the pain in that elbow there has not been a lot of finishes. Stitching hurts. I have been able to train myself to keep my elbow tucked to my side and to watch for a certain feeling of pain... That is my stopping point. So i am not getting very far with any of my projects. And there has been no finish work at all. Once i am healed i want to have a finishing weekend and just clear out my container of finished work. I have several i need framed too... But with no money coming in for that... It will have to wait. For now.
So i dont know how much i will be posting.. I am still looking and reading and keeping up with the amazing finishes posted each day.. But life has just imploded around me for right now.
There has not been the extra cash flow with being off for this length of time to purchase all the new goodies that were released at Market. Although my wish list grows as i look around. I have stopped looking for fear of what i may find that i just can not purchase right now. Saved for another day. Hopefully once my arm heals .. I will still have a job and can afford to get some new stash. I worry about my job with all of this...but it is a matter of what path God has planned for me. I am just riding on the coat tails and hoping the ride is a long and steady one.
Any and all prayers for me and the DH are welcomed, and GREATLY appreciated. Thank you... Thank you.
Finishes: BOAF Cold as a Lizzard..this is stitched with the dmc floses called for and on a mystery cut of fabric that i bought at the Keepsake retreat in January. 
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